2010-05-22 - -
2010-05-04 - -
2009-09-18 - cornball
2009-07-26 - is there actually anyone out there?
2009-03-11 - lord help me.
2009-03-04 - i didn't see hell until i woke up yesterday,
2008-11-30 - maybe i should just pray.
2008-07-23 - i miss you.
2008-07-10 - i just want somewhere to hide.
2008-06-16 - cutie putootie.
2008-05-05 - don't wanna cry no more.
2008-04-17 - another blow to the chest
2008-03-07 - ant dogg
2008-02-25 - what to do, what to do.
2008-02-23 - that which makes you weak makes you strong
2008-02-19 - stomach ache.
2008-02-04 - worried all the time. =(
2008-01-31 - anxiety
2008-01-31 - anxiety
2008-01-08 - time stands still when you don't know where you are.
2007-12-01 - let the truth be told
2007-11-24 - in a house with no voices but with millions of memories.
2007-11-21 - thanksgiving is different now.
2007-11-16 - fuck
2007-11-08 - ahhh
2007-11-04 - poor crandell...
2007-11-04 - poor crandell.
2007-11-03 - the everyday life of erika
2007-10-27 - seizure
2007-10-04 - 2007
2007-09-24 - edited
2007-09-09 - and for god sake, DON'T shed a tear.
2007-09-05 - let's do a tag team, bitch. hahah
2007-09-01 - the weights on my soulders are a little easier to carry now.
2007-08-18 - world on repeat.
2007-08-10 - if only life was fair...
2007-08-03 - on my tiptoes.
2007-07-24 - gregory
2007-07-18 - and i enjoyed every single second of it.
2007-07-18 - and i enjoyed every single second of it.
2007-07-16 - everything is moving but you're still standing right there.
2007-07-01 - hmmm
2007-06-27 - as the world turns
2007-06-26 - but i can't.
2007-05-31 - i'm a little emo bitch.
2007-05-23 - i seriously don't know
2007-05-11 - a wife, a mother, a grandmother, a great-grandmother, and a beloved friend
2007-05-07 - cinco de mayo 2007, 8:00 AM
2007-04-03 - my brother is nominated for prom king.
2007-03-30 - game over, bitch
2007-03-21 - everything i could ask for and more.
2007-03-12 - just some silly essay for class.
2007-03-02 - i just don't want people to think i'm crazy or something.
2007-02-27 - you better hurry up, before your time has run out.
2007-02-27 - you better hurry up, before your time has run out.
2007-02-27 - there's a monster inside of me.
2007-02-23 - to be honest, i just want to feel as beautiful as they tease me to be.
2007-02-15 - -
2007-02-14 - i'm so wasted.
2007-02-13 - <3
2007-02-04 - to be honest
2007-02-03 - FUCK
2007-01-30 - kicking myself when i'm already down.
2007-01-25 - i have so many secrets.
2007-01-17 - patience is a virtue.
2007-01-11 - i just want to give up.
2006-12-17 - runaway love
2006-12-10 - oh goodness.
2006-11-30 - whywhywhywhy
2006-11-28 - no time for more excuses.
2006-11-21 - beverly hills, that's where i wanna be.
2006-10-27 - things to do before i die.
2006-10-19 - only time can tell.
2006-10-07 - BOSS TYCOON
2006-08-16 - every girl wants a boy like their daddy.
2006-08-14 - i want to be selfish.
2006-06-13 - so many can listen but no one understands.
2006-05-12 - it's official.
2006-04-21 - not an accidental death.
2006-04-17 - -
2006-04-10 - yesteryears
2006-04-03 - sometimes. i hate myself.
2006-03-30 - i'm not cured, but i'm getting better.
2006-03-21 - enough
2006-02-27 - my heart is bleeding.
2006-02-12 - anxiety attack.
2006-02-03 - i'm sorry.
2006-02-02 - when will i get over this?
2006-01-16 - sleeping with one eye open.
2006-01-08 - =(
2005-12-24 - -
1904-01-03 - shocker
2005-11-20 - as the sun sets, everything is slowly forgotten.
2005-11-05 - bury my heart with your uselss words.
2005-10-24 - as the white walls fade together and our mouths become dry.
2005-10-15 - fuck bitches.
2005-10-10 - and it meant so much to me.
2005-10-07 - watch out!
2005-10-02 - the good times are killing me, too.
2005-09-30 - i miss you.
2005-08-17 - shit, nigga.
2005-07-20 - third time's the charm.
2005-07-19 - FUCK THE BULLSHIT.
2005-06-26 - it's possible to be unhappy when everything around you is perfect.
2005-06-04 - i have weaknesses no one knows about.
2005-05-03 - the craziest night of my life.
2005-04-22 - because i feel like it.
2005-04-19 - so baby come back to me, and we'll sleep.
2005-04-05 - a letter to my mother.
2005-03-20 - everything has changed.
2005-03-07 - and. just like laughter, crying is contagious too.
2005-03-07 - today was the worst day in a while.
2005-02-05 - you're the trophy GIRL. but all you want is to be the trophy.
2005-02-02 - and. he let's me smoke blacks in the backyard without telling my mommy.
2005-01-08 - he said, "you know. you can still smoke it just beyond the plastic."
2005-01-07 - ever want something so badly you see it everywhere?
2004-12-24 - a love story and a tall tale
2004-11-11 - we are monsters like no other.
2004-10-19 - hush baby, don't talk so much.
2004-10-17 - trying to fathom the coincidence
2004-09-22 - you can only see black and white in a world full of color.
2004-08-02 - i own you.
2004-07-08 - who brings a knife to a gun fight.
2004-06-29 - it was.
2004-06-19 - audio karate.
2004-06-16 - mexico can wait.
2004-06-14 - anticipation is a killer.
2004-06-12 - you know what i'm talking about.
2004-06-07 - when you listen you take the world with you.
2004-06-06 - social life at its finest.
2004-05-24 - yuck.
2004-05-23 - woo.
2004-05-16 - the premier.
2004-04-29 - i called you after math class.
2004-04-18 - bruising in the heart.
2004-04-13 - friday is my return.
2004-04-09 - "erika, you're one of my best friends, but you just need to open up."
2004-04-06 - gotta love christina.
2004-04-06 - horray for me.
2004-03-28 - because i'm a real stright shooter if you know what i mean.
2004-03-16 - breath like cigarettes.
2004-03-14 - -
2004-03-13 - too good to forget.
2004-03-11 - i was bored.
2004-03-08 - some things cannot be undone.
2004-03-06 - i forgot he was there.
2004-03-04 - realization for myself.
2004-02-29 - and that's all we say.
2004-02-23 - practice what you preach.
2004-02-22 - operation: date with erika. [code name: birthday present.]
2004-02-21 - oh my.
2004-02-19 - i didn't mean to do this.
2004-02-17 - tears.
2004-02-16 - i can taste your bittersweet sorrow.
2004-02-15 - yeah. i'm always too late.
2004-02-12 - i want my emotions gone.
2004-02-08 - like a breath of fresh air on the verge of suffocation.
2004-02-06 - it's so obvious it's embarrassing.
2004-02-02 - thank you for your time.
2004-01-29 - say goodnight before you ever say goodbye.
2004-01-21 - it hurt.
2004-01-20 - not the exception.
2004-01-18 - where's the freedom?
2004-01-10 - muah.
2004-01-04 - pain so visible that it hurt myself.
2004-01-01 - simply wondering.
2003-12-28 - A World of My Own.
2003-12-27 - this title has nothing to do with the entry: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF!
2003-12-27 - memories don't fade.
2003-12-23 - graveyard shift.
2003-12-22 - and what a birthday present it was.
2003-12-15 - i'm so sorry.
2003-12-14 - you'll be missed.
2003-12-14 - i'm sorry i have to be this way.
2003-12-09 - came and went.
2003-12-09 - stupid me.
2003-12-08 - this makes me scared.
2003-12-03 - wrap me onto you.
2003-11-27 - -
2003-11-23 - not who you think it's about.
2003-11-23 - miscellaneous works.
2003-11-22 - deja vu as i drove past houses.
2003-11-17 - glancing forward.
2003-11-16 - how darling, right?
2003-11-15 - genuine power in faith.
2003-11-15 - with music blaring and the smoke rising.
2003-11-15 - security in one room and drugs in the other.
2003-11-14 - i wish we could've watched the ocean.
2003-11-14 - what david didn't listen to.
2003-11-12 - it would taste sweet, though.
2003-11-08 - embedded in my head like a broken record.
2003-11-08 - quietly perfecting me as days pass by.
2003-11-08 - with the waves crashing and the clock tick-tick-ticking.
2003-11-05 - the painful truth.
2003-11-04 - oh well.
2003-11-03 - i'm starting over.
2003-11-02 - -
2003-11-01 - today was so wondeful i feel obligated to explain it.
2003-11-01 - -
2003-11-01 - it's no use writing an entry that i don't remember/care about, sweetheart.
2003-10-31 - goodbye, sweetie.
2003-10-30 - pointless.
2003-10-29 - wowzers.
2003-10-27 - karma will come kick you in the ass.
2003-10-26 - red, the color of evil.
2003-10-25 - my september of worries.
2003-10-24 - pointless,useless,tiresome entry.
2003-10-23 - -
2003-10-23 - logically fragile
2003-10-22 - thumb tack.
2003-10-21 - shucks.
2003-10-19 - no regrets.
2003-10-18 - this isn't fiction.
2003-10-16 - calling at 7 sharp.
2003-10-15 - from my cold dead hands.
2003-10-13 - i just died in your arms, tonight.
2003-10-12 - salivation needs relaxation.
2003-10-09 - \.\.damn././
2003-10-08 - tommorrow may be today, my love can't wait.
2003-10-07 - my political side.
2003-10-05 - 35.
2003-10-04 - goodnight to you, too.
2003-10-04 - happy to be a b-team member.
2003-10-04 - |missing you already|
2003-10-03 - for you.
2003-10-03 - this isn't a bad dream.
2003-10-03 - we were lovesick children on the road to destruction, with me leading the way.
2003-09-29 - please...please?
2003-09-28 - and|and|and. i miss him, dearly.
2003-09-27 - you're killing me.
2003-09-26 - 1 more strike. and that guuurl, is out.
2003-09-25 - the deep pit in my heart isn't healing.
2003-09-24 - because. everyone is doing it.
2003-09-24 - stop touching my ass, dammit.
2003-09-22 - su este robar me lejano.
2003-09-20 - plus, good lettuce.
2003-09-20 - i'm on standby.
2003-09-19 - to: you.
2003-09-17 - hollow.
2003-09-17 - glimpsing in.
2003-09-16 - i wished you were mine.
2003-09-16 - -
2003-09-15 - this intrusion is bruising me.
2003-09-13 - NEVERneverNEVER good enough.
2003-09-13 - rib cage bulging and eyes that scream sorrow.
2003-09-12 - perro, me gusta tu.
2003-09-12 - you're ringing, and i'm on the air right now.
2003-09-11 - oh, fuck off.
2003-09-08 - fuck the rust on the razor.
2003-09-07 - yeah. take THAT.
2003-09-07 - -
2003-09-05 - what you'll find out.
2003-09-05 - thanks for listening, david.
2003-09-05 - it will be better.
2003-09-04 - at least i still have my mommy.
2003-09-03 - notes feature: turned on.
2003-09-03 - the fastest is the winner.
2003-09-02 - mi amor.
2003-09-02 - feel free to do as i directed.
2003-09-01 - boredom.
2003-08-31 - claps&whispers.but the price is right.
2003-08-31 - i remember he told me i was so insecure it made me unattractive.
2003-08-31 - joy to you and me.
2003-08-31 - me.
2003-08-30 - if i'm not back by this time tommorrow: carry on, carry on.
2003-08-30 - pull the air in.
2003-08-30 - my left hand is itching to slam someone.
2003-08-30 - she's deaf. hah, like a pony.
2003-08-30 - your view.
2003-08-30 - at least someone misses me.